Meditation

The affirmations that we are focusing on during meditation are especially powerful. I have studied many meditation techniques over the years, but have only practiced minimally. People who meditate all the time, each experience different results according to their technique and focus during. So it would essentially follow that whatever you focus on will guide the direction of your thoughts and energy. Though the possibilities are endless for points of focus, and each effective to it’s own depth, purpose is paramount.

In the readings of Edgar Cayce, we are encouraged to establish a primary ideal before embarking on a meditation program, and holding to that one ideal for the endurance (until some result, or a new ideal seems appropriate). In another course of study (Astara), we are given a specific affirmation to repeat: “I am whole, I am perfect, I am surrounded by the pure white light of the Christ. Nothing but good can come to me, nothing but good can go from me. I give thanks, I give thanks, I give thanks.” This is a more general beginning, and since my desires are scattered, and my present purpose elusive right now, I am using a variation of this one.

It would seem that the ideal of gratitude would be a really great place to start, also This morning, I relaxed myself into the position, imagined being able to experience myself as whole and perfect, focused on breathing only briefly before I felt very expanded. This is no lie: I could feel that I actually occupied more space than I seem to physically. The chair did not need to contain all of me, though I could feel it under me. I felt profound gratitude for the pulsing of life throughout the whole that is “me”, and understood that this sensation was the same everywhere in the universe, and any and every entity so inclined could experience the same thing simultaneously. We are all doing it all the time, though not realizing it.

The time flew by, and after 25 minutes, it seemed as if only about 10 had passed. I wanted to do it all day. But since I can’t, I can take the peace and gratitude with me through the day, and remember that I’m still “there”, so is everybody else, and respond to THAT rather than my habitual response to the effects of past thoughts.

If I haven’t explained before, the author of “The Secret” makes an early reference to a book her daughter gave to her in a time of desperation that changed her life and evolved into her “secret” project. Not to be satisfied with her interp, I wanted to see the work myself. “The Master Key System” is that work. It is less sensational than the secret, and much more technical as far as guiding meditations for change, but also more comprehensive in its scope. It was written in 1912, and coming from another age lends, somehow for me, added credibility.

The lessons are incredible, the meditations are practical and practicable, and I know that I am changing. Be Love.

Yesterday I Wrote…

Did a fun thing over the weekend. First time in 25 years, we went to a major league baseball game. Yep, drove up to Pittsburg and watched the Pirates and the Cubbies. Love that Chicago team. At one time (back in the ‘80s) I actually carried a “die hard cub fan” club card!! Rose enjoys baseball, and my team won, so we had a great time.

My race is this Sat, so I’m actually doing a schedule of last ditch training. This morning (and the next three), I’m just running for an hour. Figured I should start doing mornings to get acclimated, and am rising early to eat and evacuate first. Did well this day and am not anticipating any problems at all. Fri I will rest. Ha ha. Fran and the boys will be arriving that night, so resting will take a back burner to cleaning. I’m good tho.

The “master key” has me going. It slowly takes you(me) through the description of quantam physics, i.e. it’s all energy. Everything in the universe is an assemblage of energy waves/particles. The universal mind is the source energy, or the source of direction (guidance) for the energy that is all things. As the source energy is ever present, it is a part of us and we are a part of it. We can NOT be separate. We have an organ in our body that is the physical connection to this mystical source. It’s our solar plexus. (gut feeling?)

The brain is the organ that deals with all things physical. That is, communication through our senses with the rest of the physical world. Here’s where it gets fun: The rest of the physical world is just diverse assemblages of energy, and our senses translate energy into perceived information. Then we send energy back out through our senses in response.

If this seems like an off-the-wall path to spirituality, bear with me. There is a whole different way to understand “spirit” once we can digest the idea that what we thought was physical is entirely different. Thing is, the spirit of who I am is right here in the assemblage. I have total access to it, and can utilize it now. Also, it isn’t separate from yours, so we can use it together to multiply the energy. But I have quite a ways to go before “using” comes into play. Baby steps, remember.

TODAY

It started raining at 4am, and didn’t stop ‘til this afternoon. Now it’s pouring again. I did not get up early OR run. Ah, well, we go with the flow. I actually think I’d do fine if it rained ‘til the race. S’posed to be dry tomorrow, and cool, though, so looking forward to that.

As for my philosophy stuff, I am processing so much information right now, that it’s hard to put anything coherent into small increments. My meditation sessions are going really well, and are pivotal to the degree of progress, I think. To touch on it, I will say that a whole new perception regarding what/who we really are is unfolding. We are spirit, energy, vibration. Our thoughts, when mindful, have amazing power. There is no need for fear, and every negative vibration is a manifestation of fear. There is only love.

P.S. I am falling so short of sharing the profoundness of what I’m learning right now. I believe the right way to communicate it will reveal itself to me in it’s own time. I just know it will be worth the wait. Meanwhile, focus on your breath (inspiration). You could get it first!!

“The Master Key System”, Healthy Hearts, and Baby Returns!

I’m embarking on a course of study, which outlines a 24-step (one a week) program for understanding the universal laws and facilitating the application of these laws. It’s a teeny book, and would be easy for me to breeze through the text in a day or so. But I am disciplining myself to patiently follow the steps as indicated. The first exercise, after studying the lesson, is to sit perfectly still for 15 to 30 minutes. This is funny. Sitting still is what I do best—it’s getting up and moving that is a challenge!! To be fair, I don’t actually sit still, as a rule. I’m usually knitting, spinning or stroking a cat or two. But sitting nonetheless. So, not a real stretch.

I will be journaling my progress on this and sharing new insights and revelations, of course.

Yesterday, we took a trip to Morgantown for my daughter, Rose, to attend her annual cardiology clinic. She has a ventricular septal defect (a hole in the wall between the two chambers). She has never had to have surgery, but did some heavy duty meds her early years, and has to be monitored. For the first time ever (she’s 25), the doc did NOT order an echo, and recommended that she NOT need antibiotic prophylactics for dental work any more. He said the murmur was barely perceptible, but she still needs to see him once a year. Amazing healing.

My cat, Baby, who is 15 years old, and has been AWOL since we took Charlotte back to Michigan (early Aug?) showed up yesterday. I’m happy that she’s not dead, but she heated up my lap the whole evening, and slept on top of me all night. When she’s not having physical contact, she’s yelling at me. In cat years, I think we’re close to the same age right now, but she isn’t on the same page with it. Aging, that is. I couldn’t get her to run even one lap!

Speaking of running, I have been doing time only for the last week, and not counting distance. For the lungs, right now. The 5k is next Sat (9/15). I may just keep running for an hour each time and not count distance at all. Feeling really good about it, too.

Be abundantly blessed with love and gratitude.